Bisnis baru berjalan 2 minggu lebih, tapi banyak banget pelajaran yg diambil, banyak ditolaknya juga, yah mungkin mereka masih keenakan dizona nyaman mereka masing-masing. Masih nyaman dengan pemberian orang tua mereka masing-masing. Mereka belum mikir gimana caranya bisa mandiri financial, nggak nggantungin orang tua terus, bahkan mereka belum mikir gimana caranya bahagiain orang tua mereka selama orang tua mereka masih dalam keadaan sehat. 

Bahkan ada yg menolak dengan alasan takut nggak bisa berhasil dibisnis ini takut karena merasa nggak mampu melakukan bisnis ini. Aneh bukan, bahkan sebelum mereka mencoba dan melihat kehendak Tuhan seperti apa, mereka sudah mengklaim diri mereka nggak bisa melakukannya. Itulah ciri-ciri orang-orang yang kemungkinan nggak bisa jadi orang besar nantinya.

yes,I am

The Scientist

Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are
I had to find you, tell you I need you
Tell you I set you apart
Tell me your secrets, and ask me your questions
Oh let's go back to the start
Running in circles, coming up tails
Heads on a science apart

Nobody said it was easy
It's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard
Oh, take me back to the start.

I was just guessing at numbers and figures
Pulling the puzzles apart
Questions of science, science and progress
Don't speak as loud as my heart
And tell me you love me, come back and haunt me
Oh and I rush to the start
Running in circles, chasing our tails
Coming back as we are

Nobody said it was easy
Oh it's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard
I'm going back to the start

The regrets

Aku minta maaf ...

Maaf buat rasa sakitnya yg sudah tak perbuat ke kamu, maaf suda merusak kepercayaanmu sama aku. Aku tau, aku bener-bener brengsek sudah nyakitin kamu, nyakitin kamu yg jelas-jelas tak sayang dari kelas 1 sma, nyakitin kamu yg paling ada kalau aku lagi butuh, nyakitin kamu yg mau nerima aku lagi, baik sama aku lagi, tetep sayang sama aku, walaupun aku sering kali nyakitin kamu. 

Maaf ...

Bahkan aku ngerasa nggak pantes lagi minta maaf sama kamu, terlalu sering aku minta maaf tapi tetep aja aku buat kesalahan lagi. Aku sadar aku ini brengsek sekali. Aku tau aku selama ini munafik, egois, tapi kali ini aku bener-bener menyesal, aku baru sadar aku lebih butuh kamu, seharusnya kamu yg lebih tak sayang.

Aku sayang sekali sama kamu, aku tahu terdengar aneh, kenapa aku nyakitin kamu kalau aku sayang sama kamu. Aku juga nggak tahu kenapa seperti itu. Tapi aku nggak bohong, aku beneran sayang sama kamu. 

Aku pengen berubah, aku pengen bener-bener jadi sahabatmu kayak dulu, like we used to be. Aku pengen semuanya kembali seperti seharusnya. 

I know you may not trust me again, but I'll do anything, try anything to make you sure that I really regret for hurting you all this time, and I want change. 

I almost do

I bet this time of night you're still up
I bet you're tired from a long hard week
I bet you're sitting in your chair by the window
Looking out at the city
And I bet sometimes you wonder about me

And I just want to tell you
It takes everything in me not to call you
And I wish I could run to you
And I hope you know that every time I don't
I almost do
I almost do

I bet you think I either moved on or hate you
'Cause each time you reach out there's no reply
I bet it never ever occurred to you that I can't say hello to you
And risk another goodbye

And I just want to tell you
It takes everything in me not to call you
And I wish I could run to you
And I hope you know that every time I don't
I almost do
I almost do

Oh we made quite a mess, babe
It's probably better off this way
And I confess, baby
In my dreams you're touching my face
And asking me if I want to try again with you
And I almost do

And I just want to tell you
It takes everything in me not to call you
And I wish I could run to you
And I hope you know that every time I don't
I almost do
I almost do

I bet this time of night you're still up
I bet you're tired from a long hard week
I bet you're sitting in your chair by the window looking out at the city
And I hope sometimes you wonder about me

Seneng rasanya, ada penyeimbang

Is anybody out there

I won't let anyone hurt you
And I'll stop them if they try to
Nobody knows you like I do, ba-by
And I don't care where you run to
Because I'm gonna find you

When the stars all align
We can try again

Is anybody out there?
Can anybody see?
Seems like everything's gone crazy
You're exactly what I wanted
And exactly what I need
Don't need anybody but my ba-by

So where did all your love go
You play me like a solo
Then you threw my broken heart away, yeah

I know that we can make it
And I know that you can feel me
So stop fooling around and just stay

Is anybody out there?
Can anybody see?
Seems like everything's gone crazy
You're exactly what I wanted
Exactly what I need
I don't need anybody but my ba-by

It's taken such a long time
To find what I've been looking for
And now that you are all mine
I never felt quite like this before
Still want more
All you need in my mind
Because if so, then you already know
You're all that I want and you're all that I needed

Is anybody out there?
Can anybody see?
Seems like everything's gone crazy
You're exactly what I wanted
And exactly what I need
Don't need anybody but my baby